We talked in the dark.
I thought about the adorable French piano player
Who I’d eventually share a first kiss with over a duet of
And go from there with my stained charcoal fingers
Straining through her angel-soft hair
I thought about the charismatic Italian who
I’d meet for one night over sex and art and then
Like the moon on a
Never see again
Then about that backpacker I’d run into
During a summer spent exploring the deepest depths of
My Persian blood
Traveling the rest of the way with our hands like
Tangled roots of molten brass and gold
Even about the girl who I said
I’d never stop loving for all the incarnations of which
And I realized.
To which may or may not be our inevitable end that
May of which spark itself from the ashes or stay
Dormant into eternal slumber
Somehow thinking in the realistic sense outside of my
I’ll miss you forever and regret we
ever fell out of love over a silly thing as
Today I smoked myself awake
Waiting for the drops of nicotine to be my catalyst for
Something to cure what is insecure;
Today I drank coffee that tasted like
A celestial scene to drink in
Without my eyes
Just my tasteless tongue
But when I was questioned it only tasted
Like a firm caffeine chokehold to put
My senses into a numbed state of
Today I picked up a pencil with thoughts
Only to put it down
With thoughts of
Best couple coming through. Bree and Leo are p much the best okay? Okay. That’s why they get an extra
and not just because uh. Leo is easily swayed by Bree’s magic hands okay ahahahahahaaaa okay yay let’s go and evaluate how I tried painting boobs
FINALLY FINISHED ALL THE LADRI LOVINS (with an extra as per certain request, eheh) and so. I used references around these last ones and coloring-wise I’m trying something new, but it feels somewhat half-assed? Probably just need to get used to a different feel. Anywho! Evelyn and F (Kate’s still working on a name for him!) Below, below~
Ladri babes from Mal!!! Look at theeeeemmm they are beautiful they are SMOOCHING UNDER MISTLETOE they are going on Leo’s crappy homemade treasure hunt ?!?!?!?! AAAAHHHH
I SEE I MADE A TYPO THO (I was probably wondering how to write dialect and got distracted probably ahahaha)
Merry Christmas bby <3
Posting Kate’s birthday gift now so the world can know how much I love her and am so excited about next summer. HELL YEAH ilu corvus kid
As much as I love onions, garlic, and mushrooms all put together in one beautiful, sauteed beauty on potatoes (so I love you so much it’s hard to believe)
So Kate still has yet to name F, but!! I remember having started on this one a very long time ago, but didn’t finish it until now.
I tried really hard to make him Greek as heck
Have some Ladri art as an update because that’s all I ever want to fucking draw because I can’t ignore my babbies any longer or I’ll cry.
This is Cyril! And he’s a cocky little sailor who likes falling off cliffs, going missing for several years, and then trying to grow an impressive beard to accentuate dem scars. (◕‿◕✿)
He looks like he’s going grey, but really, those tend to be the spots where he gets bleached by the sun+sea the most. His main mop of hair somehow is more resistant than his face!
As I spin each record, the first records I have ever bought
Out of the pocket money I earned each week, which is quite a lot
It occurs to me that somehow these gorgeous discs with subtle grooves
Were most definitely, I must say, made for two.
You listen and you listen to the tunes and jams that set your heart afire
Before you flip onto its other side, over and over, the act begins to tire
Wouldn’t it make sense to have another person right next to you?
So you can argue every night about which side you want to choose
Until you both break down into foolish little smiles and just
Spend the rest of each night spinning something on that turntable queue.
Right now, though I love my records, they will just sit there for a while
After all, didn’t I say vinyls were made for two
There’s not much else I’ll do with them without you.
First paint I’ve done since my schedule has (sort of) freed up! Might be the last too, hahaha, oh summer. Where have you gone. I recently had my lower wisdoms taken out, so I’ve been bedridden and talking a bit funny, but the pain + swelling is gone now.
Wanted to try something a bit new here and there.